Update

My stake president called yesterday. And oh, guess what? THE FIRST PRESIDENCY KNOWS WHERE I'M GOING TO GO!!!!! Which means I have a call. Which means I find out next week where I'm going. And when I'm going. And oh, did I mention? I'm finding out probably on WEDNESDAY!!!! AH!!! This is so exciting! It's finally happening. It's here. Oh my goodness oh my goodness.

Sometimes

Sometimes I do really stupid things. Like sometimes I yell at people without getting the full story. And sometimes I'm too protective of my best friends. And sometimes when guys treat my best friends poorly I hate them instantly. Even if the guy is my friend too. And sometimes I feel bad. Mostly I do. Like in this case. But I don't want to apologize via the same method I used to yell at him. Because it was a text. And I want to do it to his face, but chances are I'll not see his face for a very long time and by then the damage will be too complete and there will be no chance of real forgiveness. But at the same time, I'm pretty sure he could have handled things better. But so could I. And said best friend is doing the best out of us all. So sometimes I make huge mistakes and sometimes I don't want to face them. And probably I should. But needless to say... I have a lot of things to work on to be a better person and I'm sorry to the guy whom I unrightfully yelled at.

They're Out of My Hands

I met with my Bishop on Tuesday night. And guess what I did? That's right folks, I turned my papers over to him. So now I need to meet with the Stake President then play the waiting game. Only a few more weeks people and I'll know where the Lord wants to send me.

Only In My Life

This week has been... one of those weeks. Due to dentist drama, I can't turn in my papers this week. Add that on top of a crazy dream where basically Annette got my call while someone stole my identity, plus I started my period... yeah. I cried a lot on Monday. And things were good for a bit. And then tonight I find that a boy I'm taking to a dance on Friday just kissed my best friend. I can't take him to the dance now. She's ok with it, but I'm not. I'm just not getting into the middle of it. I'm thrilled, by the way, completely happy for them! I really hope it works. And that he doesn't break her heart because I'll have to break his knees. But needless to say, I either have to find a new date, or find something else to do this Friday night. So essentially, I just feel like my plans have been chucked up in the air and I have no idea where they're going to land. It terrifies me. Congrats Jess!!! He's a super cute catch. Now... on to, something. On to whatever may happen in the next couple of days. Charge!!! Right?